Numbers

Numbers First of all: my apologies! Junior year has seized me, spun me around, and left me in a somewhat disheveled state. Theres homework, lab, extracurriculars, office hours so much going on that while Ive started writing at least six blog entries in the past month or so, I havent had a chance to finish or post any of them :( (Interruption: Ahmed 12 is sitting next to me. He says hi. lol) But today, I wanted to make some time and write about something special: numbers. See if you can make sense of the following: 102 25 5 39 7 56 50 98 Any patterns jumping out at you? At some point or another, each of these numbers has felt to me like a definition. My high school rank. My highest test grade at MIT. My lowest test grade at MIT. My birthday. And so on. Ive cried over some of these numbers and rejoiced over others. At one point or another, each of these numbers meant more to me than all others. One of the most common questions Ive received as an MIT student is, What was your SAT score? My answer is always the same, I could tell you my score but to tell you the truth, I dont think itll help you very muchjust do your best! I stand by that answer. Growing up, my mother always told me that instead of comparing myself to others, I should compare myself to myself: I should seek to beat my own scores, improve my own standards, etc. My moms advice is probably one of the best pieces of advice Ive ever received. This week has been particularly rough on several of my friends here at MIT and, for that matter, on me as well: tests, problem sets, untimely sickness alone, any one these items is easily managed. But together, they only seem intimidating and impossible: every little failure seems huge. Case in point: on my 7.03 (genetics) exam this past Monday, the average was a 46, with a standard deviation of 17. Monday night, I checked my grade online and was entirely shocked and disappointed. Today, the professor encouraged us all to stay in the class: a 46 on the exam corresponded to a B. Which just goes to show you that much of what you know about numbersis false. Numbers *dont* define you in any sense of the matter. The importance of your high school rank will linger through your college app process and fade away after you graduate from high school. The same goes for your SAT score. I will be the first to tell you that its important to work hard, to aim high, and to celebrate great scores and accomplishments. But two years of MIT have shown me that there is more to life than numbers, that there is more to anyone than a bad test grade. Anyway I felt like this was enough of an issue that I wanted to get my thoughts out. Good luck with all your college apps and dont stress out too much about numbers!   ?